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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Sometimes You CAN’T Go Home

Just feeling sensitive about this.  I apologize for the necessary login, but I just didn’t feel like sharing with the world on this one.

And all that time, I felt just fine
I held so many people in my suitcase heart
That I had to let the whole thing go
It was taken by the wind and snow
And I still didn’t know that I was waiting
For a girl on a slow pony home

Right now I?m wrestling with some pretty selfish feelings.  The problem isn?t the emotions themselves, but really the fact that I acknowledge how selfish they are and it?s causing me difficulties in coping.  That is, rather than just, say, feeling sad and then getting over it, I?m stuck on auto-loop because I won?t let myself feel through things entirely.  The second I realize what I?m feeling, I squash those feelings down like spiders.  For some, this is a perfectly acceptable way of coping, but for me it just means an extended misery.

(http://colorfully-see-through-head.com entry - login there for more)

Posted by Liberty on 07/06 at 10:26 PM
Posted under: On the GoSee-ThroughThe Soundtrack

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Pooka Pooka  at  07/07/10 08:51 PM

We’re still with you guys. More in spirit and thought, I guess, since we don’t get many chances to see you. But I’ll not ever forget the lunch-table or walking through the Citadel Mall long ago. Ain’t losin’ us, best pal.

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