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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tired

The most frustrating part about having is maintaining.  Not just things, but friendships, marriage, kids… whatever.  I have a beautiful house and a beautiful family and a beautiful marriage, right?  But no.  Because keeping up with all those things is overwhelming and if I slack just a little bit then they are no longer beautiful.  They are a mess.

My laziness has done me in, I fear.  It’s no wonder so many people just want to blow up their lives and start fresh.  It doesn’t solve anything and it certainly doesn’t clean up any lazy habits, it just gives you a clean slate to fuck up all over again.

It’s sort of like when you throw a bunch of necklaces in a box together and the chains get all tangled . I’ve known people who just threw them out and bought new.  I just keep them in the box and don’t ever wear them again, which is just as bad.  Time to start untangling the chains, I guess.

Posted by Mommy on 08/10 at 06:01 PM
Posted under: See-Through

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